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First post. So, I'm online......... I'm sure people are probably asking why am I posting personal issues on the internet. Right, I'd never do that. I am highly against posting my personal life too.

One thing, I have a lot of look-a-likes. I will take and agree with any bs that is caused by me, but I refuse to take the fall for someone else. I mean, people have always found a way to pawn me off all my life, I refuse to just let people pawn me off to get locked up. Part or most of my issues is because people decide on their own that they want to not keep me informed on things I need to know, or I get played as a fool. Fool I am, but ......some things, sometimes. I also ask a lot of questions to make sure that there are no issues. People still don't tell me despite me asking, ...... Granted, I am not as forth coming and I am not perfect, but I work hard at not causing issues or problems for other people. It sucks that I care and don't want to do the same back to people. I have no want but to move on to the next minute because the next minute, if given, is time to do it better again.

Letting it go is how I keep peace a lot of the times in my life. I didn't stick up for myself, my brother, maybe a friend, maybe a foe, or maybe even you. Reason being is the next minute. In the next minute people can have change of mind/heart, they grow, they learn new things, they learn to do it better. Then, somethings just aren't worth it. The problem is when you let it go too much; it might be a huge problem later. The case today is I let it go so long and let people run over me that it's a huge problem. Then, I'm broke, out of shape, and not prepared even though I did everything to be prepared. That due to the issue I am having with my identity and a wage garnishment that I paid back already. Which I don't want to talk about. I have called attorneys and given my info, I'm still waiting to hear back. It's been months, to long. I need to have a day job to make sure I have money coming in and paying taxes, etc.... Me getting on the internet fishing for legal representation is what I have been doing. That, along with poking. Poking on the internet to see if it reflects in my everyday life. Telling my tactics isn't a good thing either, but the tactics getting possibly played against me is ridiculous.

The big thing is, I don't want to go to court or get anyone in trouble. I just want to secure my identity and stop the garnishments. There are things I just can't get into explaining. Like I have said, all this seemed to have started a long time ago and been played out during the course of my life, oblivious to me. Time just showed and exposed somethings, a big chunk of things when my mother passed. Brother passing was an even bigger issue because there went all the proof of me being who I am. He wasn't buried; he got cremated leaving people to be able to make up anything. That, along with all I have said on the net........... My Father has the most credibility to be able to prove everything I say is true. He is also the main person that can vouch for my where abouts and he's in his 70's. Anyone was me they would be doing the same thing.

I am truly sorry, and I hate to sound like a female dog (I hate that really because it gives people reasons to say or come up with other things to make other people assume things) but being broke, this is the only thing I can try to do. It messes with all my business ventures. It makes me a liability when I am solid, but at the same time, since my mom passed, people have been challenging my credibility, attacking my credibility, finding reasons to get me in trouble, or get me in trouble with other people. The other reason I have been making a strong online presence. Truth be told, i would only be posting my art, music, and game designs online with minimal talking if any, point blank.....

Thank you to those who have been following me and liking or not liking. As always, the interest is greatly appreciated.